Oct 19, 2011

2oth is the day baby . tmrw is the day . i swear i love you so much . you're the best i ever had . the most wonderful person ever . always be with me thru my stupidness of my attitude . i'll change for the better , just for you okay bby . no words can explain how much i love you . im here , always in your heart . i'll do anything just to see you smile bby . i just love you , alot alot alot . im sorry if i hurt you bby . i'll change just for you alright ? and i hope you do your part too . the bottle msg that i gave you yesterday , i hope you keep it safe and sound . i hope you read all that i wrote . we are gonna be okay , i am sure . we just need to settle things and understand each other better . i really wants us to start afresh . open a new leaf so that no more fightings after this . you are my everything bby , i swear . will see you on sunday . i need your warm hug . muahhh ! *kisscheeks* i love you so much .

Oct 3, 2011

you know , each time when i browse thru our pictures , i miss the old us . look at us in this picture , we used to joke around , smile , laugh and play silly games together . and that was before you went in your National service . after you've book in to your National Service . all the laughters and joys is fading . i miss the old us very badly okae . we used to spent most of our times and days together almost everyday . we went town , we went shopping , we went macdonalds we went for breakfast , we went for lunch and dinner . i miss all that okae anuar . its hard for me to manage my time without you around . cause all these while , i've been spending most of my time with you . only you can take care of me and advise me . without you around , see whut happen to me ? i became more ... idk . i changed with just a blink of an eye . everything just went wrong and idk what the hell is wrong with me . i just need you to be with me . stay with me thru every ups and downs will you ? we need to talk , settled down and try to understand with each others schedule . i cant go on like this , its difficult for us to meet and spend time together now cause the only day i'll be meeting you is only weeekends and its not enough for me . i want all these to end soon . i hope after your pop , you'll try to spend your time with me ok ? i miss you badly . i miss us . where's my laughters ? its all gone after your enlistment . we're going to be 9 months anuar . please cherished this . i love you , alot . see you later b . muah , xoxo .

Sep 7, 2011

you need to reflect in your mirror , see it till your mirror show it's tongues out to you . you idiot motherf . you dont have to say others , you dont need to point others . just you , yes you , look into yourself . mind your words cause action speaks louder than words (; you pointed out one finger , but the other four is pointing at you . you grew up in a messed up world so thats why you look screwed up . you messed with me , i'll mess with you . see ya (;

Sep 6, 2011

first day raya .

on saturday .

and on sunday .

hohoho ! been busy jalan raya with familia . collection money ok ^^ this year tak dapat duit banyak sangat maklomlaa daa tua . ade orang ingat i daa keje laa daa ade anak laa masyalla tua sangat ke aku ? haha ! but overall , had a great time with familia especially on the first day . jalan raya with familia dengan 1 van , 1 lorry and 10 kerete . daa ke tahap chronic tu ! nak masok rumah orang pon sempit ghee ! ^^ then the second day of raya ramai orang plak dtg rumah i so im soo soo busyyyy . sampaikan tak larat nak pergy skula :P yang first picture tu my first day nye baju . dark pink and black . yang colour white is when i kluar on saturday with father side plak . ramaiiiiiii orang and really had a fun time with cousins . i cant stoppp laughing seriously . and the purple songket is when i pergy rumah nenek jun's open house kat eunos . jambu tak jambu tak ? huhu kidding ! love you all laa . mwah . but can someone tell this guy i love him ? :P:P

" you dont have to find love , cause love come find you " i've been thru shits , i've been thru happiness , i've been thru the pain , i've been thru the joy . i dont want anyone better , i just want you . you brighten up my life when its dark . you bring up my day when im down . and now you've always been true , and thats why i love you (; 7 months and 2 wks with you , im still here with you like im counting the ants till the end . . yours sincerely , ikaanuar♥

Aug 29, 2011

hi hi hi my lovely readers . nowadays i like mcm very busy pergy bazaar geylang cause i carik baju raya laa duh :P since bby daa bookout , yesterday i meet him and we go to bazaar together . first , he fetch i kat my rumah then we go geylang together . and bile die fetch i kan i mcm shock pasal i tatawu yang de daa kat bawah blk i and i belom siap pon ! lolol . so i ajak he naik first while waiting for me . and then we go out to geylannnggg and meet epin . kite gy buke tu sumer then walk around cause these two guys nak beli baju kurung -.- but end up tak beli cause tatawu laa ape dorang ni i pon tak paham . then meet up with mamat , noi , hendra and etc . about 10 plus je i daa gerak nak balek cause bby needs to rush home to meet his dad . so bby send me home and he went home ~ pictures belowwww ~ skrg i tengah excited cause besok daa malam raye then daa rayee ! excited tak korang ?! i excited :P haha ! nnti bsok i update lagy ok . behsok pon i busy gy geylang . kalau nampak tegor ok . hehe . byebye . xo .

Aug 22, 2011

hi hi hi ! i baru balek dari sekolah . ok skola tadi start at 12 pm and ends at about 5 , tapi pasal i tak buat project then i and my friends kene stay back sampai pukul 6 to just finish it up -.- pathetic isnt it ? but takperlaa , naseb i dabes so i daa pass it up ! hee . then balek kelam kabot abe i sampai rumah kul 7.30pm -.- naseb i tak puase so i dont mind thinking about nak buke ni sumer . balek rumah je i duduk tros i update blog i . si jia ni , i suruh de update blog de abe tak update2 -.- ishk , semack kang ! oh and yes , i daa reply formspring qns yang baru i receive . go check it out ok (; behsok i ade napfa tesssttt ! ohhh nonononononono . i tak suke napfa -.- but luckily i daa buat my 2.4km run so besok left with 5 stations and etc . k naseb i tak bolei puase so i think after that atleast bolei laa minum air siket . hehek ! mmmhmm ape lagy nak cakap eh ? oh yaa . tadi kan kat skola i tengah text with boyfriend then got this one part i macam ketawe sendiri ...

bf : b , i baru habes speed training .

me : ouh ok , abe sekarang u tengah buatpe ?

bf : tido .

me : tido bolei reply msg , haha ! pandai kan kau ! ok bye ! (; haa ~

tengok laa de -.- i ingatkan de nak reply mcm de tengah nak tido ke ape ke tu i understand la . abe ni de reply "tido" mcm .. wth ! tengah tido bolei reply msg ~ hahaha ! anuar anuar ~ ok i plan next i nak buat video nyanyi ngn bf , amcm ? nak ?! haha ! ok can ~ sekarang i nak mandi then i nak makan . kalau malam malam i boring nnti i update blog i lagy ok . thanks readers for still reading my blog . come often ok ! jangan lupe formspring i ok (; love you all , xoxo .

Aug 21, 2011

hello lovelies , ok i tadi tengah mendak so i sing and decided to post this video of mine . ok i tawu suare cock up but its just for fun though . sharing is caring kan ? :P hehe ! ok enjoy (;

hi baby , its our 7th month today . there's many obstacles for us that we have to go through some shits together . we almost gave up but im glad we make it to this far . you know , when i first know you , i was like " eee , matrep nye dekni " hekhek . but when you get to know me , i can see the changes in you , you listen to every advice that i adviced you to do so and thats makes me fell in love with you bit by bit . as days go on , we became close bestfriends . going out together with my family , spend some time together , the fun and the laughters really make my day . you really never fails to make me smile (; i really never thought that we were officially together when you really told me you love me so . i agreed and i never thought that you could be so sweet (; yes there's some tiffs , arguments and fights within these 7 months . we had a time out , and those shits but you came back again . i cried alot for you , and i know you knew it . why ? because i care for you and i cant bare losing you (': i dont know what would i be without you . i got to admit i used to play games behind your back . contacting some guys which you hated . im sorry ): and maybe because of that we had some arguments which you almost gave up on me . but i can see that you'll still love me eventhough how many shits i've gave to you . i am sorry for hurting you b . never would i do it again . i promise (; i love on how you understand me , always be there when i need you and always tolerate on my nonsensical behaviour . i never had such a good boyfriend like you my dear (; now i can see , you really cherished and appreaciate this relationship . i hope we make it to as far as we can . please please please no more fightings after this can we ? im tired fighting over small things . and please dont leave me alone again cause you'll make me miss you so much :P i hope your National Service will end soon so that i wont spend my 5 days alone here ); and because of that stupid NS we fought alot too . its difficult for us to spend time together like how we used to cause we only have weekends for meetups . i cant wait for all this to end oh please . its so challenging for me to tolerate all these ~ and of course , you should know i love you more than anything . i hope you'll stay this way ok . i love you now cause you are soooooo sweeet than last time . maintain this way please *kisscheeks* and now , im off to sleep . meet you tmrw okae . i love you so much , may our relationship lasts through infinity and beyond . behsok kahwin jom ! chey kidding (; haha . and oh , you owe me a letter right ? :P i cant wait to read it . ilurpchu mohd khairul anuar bin ariffan . please dont ever leave me again . muah (;

Aug 17, 2011

hello my loveliess ~

supp ! finally im back to blogging . i aint no sure if i still have my readers ke tak . mane tawu sumer daa malas nak bace blog i :P tapi takperlaa . atleast i blog to kill my boredom and yours too . hehe . okae look . im left with 3 more days to 20th august and what does that mean ?! it means my 7th monthsary with mohd khairul anuar ! (; hekhek . his like the first guy yang mcm i kekal lame gitu . kalau tak , dulu2 paling lame pon 5 months . lololol . zaman kental laa tu kan . skrang daa tak ~ daa maju laa konon . elehh puik ! haha ! since last monday till this friday , i have to endure not receiving any texts or calls from him cause his having his outfield camp . which means , sekarang dier tengah ade training kat dalam hutan ); all the way kat hutan , mcm mane entah de tido eh . i risau ni . de daalaa takot ngn lipas , butterfly , dragonfly . adoi laki aku ni daa mcm pmpn btol ! :P tkperlaa . biar de cepat buat cepat habes k . i pon hari hari mcm gini pon boring seh ); jmpe de stakat bile de book out je . tu pon tkle spend lamelame . cukup time de kene balek rest pastu bookin lagy ! ergh . tak suke k !

oh yes . sekarang daa bulan puase . left with how many days je daa nak raye . this year i pakai black and pink ^^ hehe . favourite colour tuuu ~ and and i tatawu bole jalan raye ngn anuar ke tak pasal maybe de busy ngn outfield de laa duty laa itu laa ini laa . tapi harapharap bole ah eh (; hari ni wednesday kan ? lagy 2 hari anuar bookout ! ok sabar ikaa sabar ~ rinduuu de nie :P nyetnyet ! its true laa in a r/s there is ups and our downs . that time we had a lil tiff sampaikan de mintak time off ke time out tu sumer . walaowei . asyik gadohgadoh je kite . sampai bile nak habes pon tatawu . after all is solve , we are still back together k . harapharap lepas ni i daa tak marah2 anuar ah . kesian plak eh tgk de . asyik kene marah je . lolol . after 7 months hope everything is gonna change ! i still love you my dear (; see you this friday ok . and i nak kluar on saturday pls bby (; each night i text you padahal i tawu u tak reply . tapi tkpelaa . atleast bile u on hp ade jugak u senyum bile bace i peyh texts . hehe . kk , i nak sambong fb ngn tweet ni . will update more k ! tkmo lari k readers . saaaayaaanngg semuanyaa (;