shits do happen in our life sometimes . as always , problems after  problems keeps on catching you but all you have to do is to sit down and chill and keep telling to yourself that everything is gonna be alright . in r/s there's always ups and downs . times when we were happy and times when we were sad .  i cant tell that im having a perfect r/s but hey , in r/s there's always obstacles and challenges in it . and its because its testing us whether or not we could cope it  . arguments and quarreling is normal for a start and im glad that even after a while we've argued , we get back normally and settle things down in a slow talk and in a nice way . i dont know why but i really find the r/s im having now is different . its hard for me to handle . but i know , patience is there to accompany me all this while . after knowing ajip , i can see he is the type of a guy if he loves someone , he is willing to do anything for his women including sacrifice all his time eventho he's tired . he is willing to do anything for me , sacrifice all his time just on me and to know that im safe under his protection . i have to admit , he is also a strong guy whom never give up easily even how hard the situation is . im sorry if im always making the trouble all this while , i just hope after the talk that we had confessed towards each other , will make our r/s become stronger . just so you know , i love you with whole lot of my heart (: no other is capable of being as sweet as you . thank you dear xx . he's trying to understand me , going out with my friends while he is in camp so that it can kill my boredom after 5 days of being alone outside . have some time with my friends is not a problem afterall . where else friends are the important people in my life , they are the reason why we are happy everyday by giving us all their supports and by giving us all the good advices so that we're not stressed out too much . special thanks to my boyfriend for being an understanding one . and also i believe that in r/s we need to have trust on each other and trust is very important for me . and im glad that both of us has put the trust on each other so that its easy for us to cope on our r/s . i promise , i wont let you down . i'll be your last , you want to be my husband remember ? so lets make it happen . love you b , thanks for everything . i dont know whut more to show you how big is my love for you . you are the reason why im looking forward to everyday and also the reason why love is special for me . till we meet again on your bookout day love , me love you alot  . 

with love , your girlfriend - ikaaizzuenia xoxo