Feb 3, 2014

the end

yup! well said just for you . well yes im sorry that im allergic to your bullshits . haha shits happened and seriously you making things worst all over again . well actually i dont even wanna argue , i just wanna be happy . its not that hard right ? and yes im happy , really happy when finally i let you go cause you know why ? i think i deserve someone better . someone who'll appreaciate and cherished me or maybe , respect me . yes RESPECT  . not the one who dumped me and make me look likka fool crying over things that really not even worth it . i dont need guys who think they are smart and can do whutever they want as and when they like cause yknow whut ? your just so stupid . stupid to do all those things . those things is not helping you to make things right , but everything just went so wrong . by taking my stuffs , you think im coming back crying to you and scared of loosing you ? well obviously i dont . those things is not as important for me (: i aint gonna do anything about it cause why ? its not worth it . fuck you and everything cause i really wish you could just atleast accept the fact and atleast wake up and see if there's any girls that can tolerate you like i did ? even how many shits youve done to me , im still there for you .is there any girls that cried so hard for you ? is there any other girls that seriously spend her time almost everyday 24/7 with you ? is there any girls sacrificed for you ? is there any girls cook for you and pass you food ? is there any other girls that can treat you good like i did ? if there is then its good for you . just so i hope you'll be better and  take good care of her for your future . not dumped her by the road leave her crying waiting for cab without any of her belongings okay ? not to make her look stupid hailing for a cab crying to the taxi driver to send her home.not to leave her all alone under the blk feeling cold . just dont . dont make her look like an idiot like me (: let her be happy , smile and laugh cause thats whut all girls really want . a girl needs attention from a guy and a guy should always be there for his girl , a guy should trust his girl if the guy really love her . a guy should not spouting nonsense to the girl. a guy should not think negatively for her . a guy should always listen to her and understand her . a guy should be there for her and motivate her on everything she did . a guy should be faithful and loyal and also a guy should not dissapoint his girl . lesson learnt , and i thanked you for making me learnt my mistakes and also making me realised that all this while i've been wasting my efforts and time just for you . i can foresee that my next would be way better than this and i would thank you cause im stronger now . strong enough to let you go (: so long and goodbye , AqilFakhururazi ^.^