shits do happen in our life sometimes . as always , problems after  problems keeps on catching you but all you have to do is to sit down and chill and keep telling to yourself that everything is gonna be alright . in r/s there's always ups and downs . times when we were happy and times when we were sad .  i cant tell that im having a perfect r/s but hey , in r/s there's always obstacles and challenges in it . and its because its testing us whether or not we could cope it  . arguments and quarreling is normal for a start and im glad that even after a while we've argued , we get back normally and settle things down in a slow talk and in a nice way . i dont know why but i really find the r/s im having now is different . its hard for me to handle . but i know , patience is there to accompany me all this while . after knowing ajip , i can see he is the type of a guy if he loves someone , he is willing to do anything for his women including sacrifice all his time eventho he's tired . he is willing to do anything for me , sacrifice all his time just on me and to know that im safe under his protection . i have to admit , he is also a strong guy whom never give up easily even how hard the situation is . im sorry if im always making the trouble all this while , i just hope after the talk that we had confessed towards each other , will make our r/s become stronger . just so you know , i love you with whole lot of my heart (: no other is capable of being as sweet as you . thank you dear xx . he's trying to understand me , going out with my friends while he is in camp so that it can kill my boredom after 5 days of being alone outside . have some time with my friends is not a problem afterall . where else friends are the important people in my life , they are the reason why we are happy everyday by giving us all their supports and by giving us all the good advices so that we're not stressed out too much . special thanks to my boyfriend for being an understanding one . and also i believe that in r/s we need to have trust on each other and trust is very important for me . and im glad that both of us has put the trust on each other so that its easy for us to cope on our r/s . i promise , i wont let you down . i'll be your last , you want to be my husband remember ? so lets make it happen . love you b , thanks for everything . i dont know whut more to show you how big is my love for you . you are the reason why im looking forward to everyday and also the reason why love is special for me . till we meet again on your bookout day love , me love you alot  . 

with love , your girlfriend - ikaaizzuenia xoxo

hello february.

so hi guise , back to blogging again after being busy lately with my stuffs , bf , friends , family and etc . well , its the beginning of February today . time flies so fast yet we didnt notice it . i hope this time round , february will be a better month for me . xx . so far , on the past of january , everything went smoothly . just had a recent chalet of 2 days 1 night with my familia at downtown east and bf was there too ! we sleepover at the chalet without our parents around . just me , bf ,cousins and friends . i swear we really had a good time . well atleast im happy to know that my bf can get along with my family . auhmm . so besides the chalet , i also had a great time spent all along january and im hoping it to maintain that way forever . So since its the 1st of february today , glad to know that its friday and it means that my boyf is booking out today ! yay really cant wait to meet him later . much misses . and oww yes , 14 more days to my 19th . oh god why time flies so fast why oh why . im still loving my sweet 18th life lah hais .but whatever it is , im feeling very anxious for my birthday cause boyf wanna bring me to somewhere special and i really cant wait for it . hehe . whats great is that , on my birthday itself is also my monthsary with boyf . oww yes how can i not be excited for this ? this is my first time celebrating my birthday with le boyf , i hope it'll be a blast one . mhmm what else ? okay i've made up my mind to change my iphone 4 to S3 cause my current phone is really a need to throw in the rubbish chute i swear . so slow so lagging and of course , so leceh. i hope dad will buy for me that phone hehe . and of course a good news for me is that i might be starting work on the 25th of feb for H&M . hope i'll get the jurong outlet once its open . i cant bare to work at town needa go thru and fro back to woodlands . its gonna be sucha tiring and troublesome for me . but whatever outcomes gonna happen , i shall just accept it . its time to earn money and be serious with future already . no more enjoying and shaking legs at home . and most importantly , i shall save money and will try to enroll by end of this year , insyallah . le boyf were also train-ed very hard to aim for firefighter course . whutever it is , im proud of him . hope he'll get the course that he wants , i'll be here supporting him no matter what (: so yeah , i think till here for today , i really need to hit the sack now since boyf is coming back home in a few hours time . hehe . gdnight guise . xoxo

 - ikaaizzuenia