mi amor

a month has passed , eventho it is only for a month us being together , i felt like it has been years with him . he is the only one that always there when i need him . always the one sacrifice all his time on me and also always never fails to make me smile . thank you for making me smile back again love . how can i not love you ? hehe . i spent almost my everyday with him and now when he is enlisted for national service , we couldnt spent so much time together . the only days was on weekends . but atleast , he tried his best to spent his time on me eventho he is tired . hehe . i've been going out alot nowadays with baby and friends . i really enjoyed it so much . thank you baby for all your sacrifices . sorry kalau i irritating asyik nak keluar aje hehe . but i know you still love me no matter what :P we'll go thru together ok , yang penting kita nak tunang ! so lets make it happen ok . i love you b . so .......... much . xoxo

xoxo

its funny how days past so fast without even us knowing or realising it . with a blink of an eye , my man has serve for his NS today . proud to see him serving his NS as a Civil Defence Force . hoping for you to train hard and focus on your carrier okay hunny . i'll be here always supporting you from behind . hope things between us wont change despite on this challenges for a boy to change to men and serve the nation . the fact when i sent you off earlier on just now , my heart dropped to see you walk away leaving me . well atleast , i gotta accept the fact that you really have to go . will be seeing you on this friday which is on our very special date , 14th . even its just our 1st month being together , i really learnt alot from you . thanks for everything love . i dont ask for more when i have you all by my side . even if anything is stopping us , i can see you really try your very best to win my heart and thats the reason why i love you with whole lot of my heart . thank you for tolerating my nonsensical behaviour throughout the days we've been together i hope , this will last . its really worth the time knowing you and never in my mind will ever leave you again . i left you once , and i dont wanna lose you again for the second time . trust me , i'll always be here with you thru thick and thins okay . time now is 2.09am , here i am blogging all alone on my bed while waiting for the time to strike 4.30am , the time where you will wake up and fall in . im waiting for your call , even how long it will takes , i wont give up to wait for you to call . even if its only 5 mins of us talking , it really made my day . by hearing your voice only for a little while , it really will make me smile (: somehow patience leads to everything right ? i know its hard for you to make your time with family , NS and me . but atleast even the slightest time when im with you , you really never fails to make me laugh . i thanked god for letting me to get to know you and meet you . without you around , i dont know what will i be . you are the reason why i change to be better and the definition of what love was meant to be  . i love you boyf and yes i'll love you now , today , tommorow and forever it will be . till here for now  . lots of love - ikaa izzuenia xoxo 

MySaturday

hello guise .

well my saturday was a well spent with baby , hazmidar and nurullah . well so called double date i should say . went over to marina square to meet up with hazmidar and nurullah after so long of not meeting each other . a catchup session lah kononnya . the plan was actually to play bowling but then we decided to catch a movie called "stolen" but ................. tickets were sold out tho . thought of going cineleisure to catch the movie but the tickets and the timing is out of out timing too so plan was a lil bit screwed . oh wells so we just roamed over marina square . window shopping and all . it was a great day ! so then we had our meal at Long John silver after which we planned to just chill over at MBS and just slack to take some pictures and to see the view and the surroundings . feeling feeling tourist lah gitu . hehe . oh and yes guess whut ?our monthsary date is the same . its 14th ! auhmmm . which means we can celebrate both our monthsary together . so excited !

our plan was to go to the top of  MBS for a swim at the pool at the rooftop . woahhhhh tell me how can i not be excited ? hehe i really cant wait . well hopefully the plan will work out . or if not at the pool , we should go somewhere interesting . ice skating maybe ? auhmmm . ok back to the topic , after MBS , we went to separate ways , hazmidar and her boyf head to meet her boyf's dad while me and my boyf head down to amk to watch soccer . Singapore vs Laos . 4-3 bro ! haha . we went over to Amin's crib for dinner while watching soccer and about 12 , we head home . thank god i managed to catch the last train . pheww . well i've upload some pictures of our day here . there's more but i only managed to upload this two . hehe pon bolei lah . overall , i really had a lot of fun today . hope to meet them real soon again . luv you guise . xx 

we shall go out again more often till 14th of november huh .... mwa . till here i guess . gdbye and goodnight everyone . xoxo . 

TGIF !

hey guise , well its friday the 30th of nov today . whats the plan for today ? well , im going over to jurong lata on for my arwah makcik's 40 days tahlil . hais days pass by so fast huh . so basically im having a insomnia last night . i cant get to sleep eventho i force myself to . and finally , i slept at 7am -.- and woke up at 1pm , hais wake up so early for whut ? -.- macam baru tido sekejap abei tetibe daa terbangon . merepek btol lah body clock aku ni . its friday , supposed to meet up with b , but he's having his last min job to do sigh . we could have meet up for breakfast just now :( its okay , work is more important , atleast there's some money for him to work on to for his expenses and all . 

ah yes , im addicted to my blog song right now . it has been replaying in my mind all along . haha . sorry kalau lagu ni annoyed korang but kalau tak suke just click the stop button okay . im fucken hungry right now . and im craving for cockles kway teow now haha mana nak dapat ? causeway point daa tak ade baquet susah gila nak carik makan sekarang . yang ade pon kopitiam lah ape merepek abei makanan melayu satu kedai yang lain kedai cina mcm pukimak dia kita melayu takde makan . bodoh punye manusia . 

ps : i dont know whut more do you want from me after all i know we're done with everything so please stop finding fault with me . im trying to be happy here so please dont snatch my happiness away . you with your life , me with my life . im not disturbing you so please do not disturb me . dont have to be the keyboard warrior telling the whole fucking net about me or whutsoever but when we bumped into each other , you acted like as if you did nothing wrong . like hello ? bila aku cakap pasal kau , kau tak terima abei bile kau cakap pasal aku , asal bolei hembus taknak cakap ? dont play with fire honey , i wont start if you didnt start . please whutever it is , just get the fuck off and mind your fucking business . im done with you so please leave me a l o n e . kalau tak happy tu kau punya pasal yang penting aku happy dengan hidop aku sekarang so jangan nak treat aku macam dalam hidop kau yang tak seberapa tu k . manusia macam kau mmg tak suke tengok orang senang , kau cube pikir siket kalau kau tak suke tengok hidop orang lain senang , kau pikir hidop kau akan senang jugak pe ? Tuhan itu maha adil , i'll just let him take the place to hit you back . assalamualaikum (: 

never in my life to ever loved someone too much like how i love you so . your always there to light up my day when im down , always there to bring me back up when im falling , always there to tell me you love me without fail and you've been there for me thru all my ups and downs . thank god that i've found you . believe me , my love towards you is getting stronger and stronger each and everyday . i hope all the promises we've made , we can put it thru . remember what our plan was after your NS ? im really looking forward to it . even how hard the situation is with me , all i need is for you to stay . even how hard the challenges was , i hope you'll never give up on me . sorry if i've hurt you upon all the harsh words that came out from my mouth that had dissapoint you . i never meant to . i promise you it wont ever happen again .lets make this far and lets show the world we can make it thru . i dont mind what others gonna say about us cause i know we're gonna live happily ever after . haters gonna hate but they still gotta accept the fact that the people that they hate , gonna prove to them we can make it to the end . i love you with whole lot of my heart and i hope you feel the same way too . I Love You Aqil Fakhururazi .  mwa 

Hello Guise

decided to re-update my blog . well , its been awhile since i last updated my blog so here i am to update you guise for more upcoming stories . just fuck the past and kiss the future alright . feel free to pass by here any time soon alright . xoxo