if you are reading this , do you remember all this ? well the very first time of us go out when i accompany you for takraw remember ? the time when i started to fall for you . the time when we were contacting . the time when we were like lovebirds . the time when we teased each other with our stupid jokes . the time when we called each other "awak " " saya " trust me i still do remember every single thing about us . the time when we were about to get attached together but certain things happened in the middle . we lost contact and we go to our own ways . well my heart skipped a beat about whut had happened when we had to stop contacting and meet each other because of some personal things started to happened . sumpah demi allah , i started to love you but i kept it to myself after we had to go our own ways . its a waste that we did that cause if not , we could have be happily together till now . but jodoh tak kemana , we met again after a few months of not contacting and thats where we meet at jurong point for our dinner . thats the most happiest day of my life to get to meet you again . if only you knew . then finally we are together and you've been the best boyf i ever had . you've been trying so hard to spent your time all on me . remember we used to go out every single day without fail and go to some places to camwhore ? i really enjoyed that cause you always have some plans for me even last mins plan with you can make me soo happy . then day by day , things happened , we changed once after you served your NS . too many stuffs happened till we had to go our own ways again and yes thats the second time of us going away . after a month of us being alone , we met again and here we are finally together till now . 5 months being with you , nothing else i could ask for , you are the best . please , i dont want to loose you again . i had enough of shits . lets us focus more on us and heck care about others ok ? lets be happy together and do everything together . few more days for you to POP im so proud of you my dear boyfriend . we managed to stay this far  , so please maintain this way ok . no more nonsense please . i love you so much . very much i could say . please dont ever leave me again . please . xoxo