Nov 30, 2012

TGIF !

hey guise , well its friday the 30th of nov today . whats the plan for today ? well , im going over to jurong lata on for my arwah makcik's 40 days tahlil . hais days pass by so fast huh . so basically im having a insomnia last night . i cant get to sleep eventho i force myself to . and finally , i slept at 7am -.- and woke up at 1pm , hais wake up so early for whut ? -.- macam baru tido sekejap abei tetibe daa terbangon . merepek btol lah body clock aku ni . its friday , supposed to meet up with b , but he's having his last min job to do sigh . we could have meet up for breakfast just now :( its okay , work is more important , atleast there's some money for him to work on to for his expenses and all . 

ah yes , im addicted to my blog song right now . it has been replaying in my mind all along . haha . sorry kalau lagu ni annoyed korang but kalau tak suke just click the stop button okay . im fucken hungry right now . and im craving for cockles kway teow now haha mana nak dapat ? causeway point daa tak ade baquet susah gila nak carik makan sekarang . yang ade pon kopitiam lah ape merepek abei makanan melayu satu kedai yang lain kedai cina mcm pukimak dia kita melayu takde makan . bodoh punye manusia . 

ps : i dont know whut more do you want from me after all i know we're done with everything so please stop finding fault with me . im trying to be happy here so please dont snatch my happiness away . you with your life , me with my life . im not disturbing you so please do not disturb me . dont have to be the keyboard warrior telling the whole fucking net about me or whutsoever but when we bumped into each other , you acted like as if you did nothing wrong . like hello ? bila aku cakap pasal kau , kau tak terima abei bile kau cakap pasal aku , asal bolei hembus taknak cakap ? dont play with fire honey , i wont start if you didnt start . please whutever it is , just get the fuck off and mind your fucking business . im done with you so please leave me a l o n e . kalau tak happy tu kau punya pasal yang penting aku happy dengan hidop aku sekarang so jangan nak treat aku macam dalam hidop kau yang tak seberapa tu k . manusia macam kau mmg tak suke tengok orang senang , kau cube pikir siket kalau kau tak suke tengok hidop orang lain senang , kau pikir hidop kau akan senang jugak pe ? Tuhan itu maha adil , i'll just let him take the place to hit you back . assalamualaikum (: 

never in my life to ever loved someone too much like how i love you so . your always there to light up my day when im down , always there to bring me back up when im falling , always there to tell me you love me without fail and you've been there for me thru all my ups and downs . thank god that i've found you . believe me , my love towards you is getting stronger and stronger each and everyday . i hope all the promises we've made , we can put it thru . remember what our plan was after your NS ? im really looking forward to it . even how hard the situation is with me , all i need is for you to stay . even how hard the challenges was , i hope you'll never give up on me . sorry if i've hurt you upon all the harsh words that came out from my mouth that had dissapoint you . i never meant to . i promise you it wont ever happen again .lets make this far and lets show the world we can make it thru . i dont mind what others gonna say about us cause i know we're gonna live happily ever after . haters gonna hate but they still gotta accept the fact that the people that they hate , gonna prove to them we can make it to the end . i love you with whole lot of my heart and i hope you feel the same way too . I Love You Aqil Fakhururazi .  mwa 


Hello Guise

decided to re-update my blog . well , its been awhile since i last updated my blog so here i am to update you guise for more upcoming stories . just fuck the past and kiss the future alright . feel free to pass by here any time soon alright . xoxo